Just came back from trip to Van.

I feel a certain sadness coming home to the prairies. Back to my reality working and striving hard for something to look forward to. I had alot of fun with friends whom I've missed and love. I have not seen  them for years. I always want to move to Vancouver but it takes time and money and alot of planning. I can't just pick up and go, Like I did my early twenties. I have a boyfriend who is handsome and a great suppoter of my quirky character.  We rent a house from his dad. I have a job that is slowy moving me to greater heights. I finally got my red seal hair license. I work at Pinkstar Hair design and Gallery with a great view. Sounds like a great life. But something is missing ....Why am I not happy...could this be the end of my so called comfy life...is this all there is....