Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Lordy Lordy almost 40!!!.
Today, it hit me hard. A shock.Tremors running thru my body. I held my head in disbelief. Looking in the mirror checking to see if I need to book for botox. Exhale. There are things that I consider important to me, like my health. My birthday is coming up. I might need some make-up. Prioritize is the key. I feel a sense of discomfort with the wheel of time ticking from the back of my head. Pushing me into a new decade of life. I have no choice but to face whats in front of me. Today was the first step I took in confronting my 40th. There, I said it, FORTY!. Good lord, that was hard. I wonder, if I could turn back time where would I be now? Exactly where would I be? Right here,writing about how old I'm getting. But the good lord and my asian genes has blessed me. I look about 25. The Plan is to celebrate my Day with lots of drinks, talking,laughing and dancing at Club 200 with friends. Where the old barstars retire and die. Petite a mort, a small death.
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I think more and more about my age every year too...I don't think I want to go back ...I just want to not even think about it..it used to never even be a though to me...now it seams to be in every other thought...things I seen...hear...taste...I always seam to have to add my age to everthing in some way it seams...
ReplyDeletebut..anyways...you look great!.. Mahal kita..lol
Mike, the time has come when we're both thinking of slowing down the aging process. How? What do we do? How do we ge there? These are questions that I ask myself.
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